silly project with silly songs

analyses/thoughts

Well, this is what it's called until I think of a better name.

I'm going to talk about songs here, if that wasn't clear.

Songs from the amazing Amavikka religion and culture Fialleril made, set in the harsh desert sands of Tatooine and guarded closely by the slaves.

Fialleril can be found on Tumblr or AO3.

This is a place where I put many of the songs I have written. They are on a range of topics including collectivism, solidarity, love, hate, pain, healing, and hope.

This is a collection of songs I’ve written, on topics such as love, rebellion, hope, pain, oppression, solidarity, desire, and more.

Here's the collection of the soundtracks from my book series "Stronger Together" that you can find on my profile. All the lyrics are written by me, while music is created by Suno AI.

Since I found such a good AI app as Suno, I've been obsessed with a wish to start writing my own songs again. I wrote something several years ago, but those works were super terrible, and I wish they never exisited. But now I've come back to this, and I'm now trying to do my best to give you the best experience. I'm not sure if I follow the rules of writing songs, but I'm doing my best to make them better. Writing songs in English is a real challenge to me. So, I ask you not to judge me too hard, and I will be really happy if you check this work out, like it, add it to your reading list, and leave a sweet comment.

Stronger Together: The Soundrack (Full Playlist): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLB7RGU7Q1p-upnONRD4VUjj1eiXhKyLQm

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An Anthology of Poems Inspired by The Strawberry Girl’s Promise

Step into the world of The Strawberry Queen, where the whispers of the earth blend with the magic of love and promise. This anthology, Songs of the Strawberry Queen, is a collection of poems that celebrate the enchantment, heartache, and wonder found within the world of strawberries, dreams, and timeless promises.

Each poem in this collection is a tribute to the journey of Maribelle, the Strawberry Queen, whose tale of magic, healing, and transformation is told through every delicate verse. From the first seed planted in the fertile soil of Thaloria to the sweet fruits that grow in the hearts of all who encounter her legend, these poems speak to the beauty of nature, the power of connection, and the promise that all things—like strawberries—ripen in their own time.

In these pages, you’ll find an array of heartfelt reflections, magical dreams, and bittersweet moments, woven together to create an enchanting tapestry of words that will linger long after the final line.

© 2025 Berryella. All rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means—electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise—without prior written permission from the author, except for brief quotations in reviews or scholarly works.

The poems in Songs of the Strawberry Queenare works of fiction inspired by the story The Strawberry Girl’s Promise. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The author acknowledges that the themes and characters presented are inspired by personal creativity and imagination.

The Siren’s Curseis a haunting tale of fate, vengeance, and the call of the deep. Elias Graves, a seasoned captain who once escaped the grasp of the sirens, has spent years running from the sea’s relentless pull. But the ocean never forgets—and neither does the siren he left behind. When the waves finally catch him, Elias is forced to face the truth: no man can outrun the call of the deep forever. As the tide claims him, he must decide whether to fight his fate or surrender to the song that has always been his destiny.

Copyright © 2024 by Seren Felin. All rights reserved.

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the author, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.

Roxy’s world was a chaotic blend of broken promises, stifling control, and unanswered cries for help. At just sixteen, she bore scars not only on her skin but also on her heart—a quiet testimony to battles fought in the shadows. With light brown hair streaked with red wine highlights and green eyes that flickered between defiance and pain, she had a presence that demanded attention. Her wolf-cut hairstyle framed a face that had seen too much too soon. Behind her Y2K-inspired makeup and piercings—a left eyebrow ring and helix piercing—was a girl desperate for safety. A red pocket knife with a cross, always in her back pocket, served as both a coping mechanism and a weapon against the world that had hurt her.

Evan Thomas wasn’t supposed to be a savior. At twenty-five, he was still piecing himself back together after years of trauma. With light brown hair streaked with red wine highlights and piercing blue eyes that carried the weight of a lifetime, he was as much a paradox as the songs he wrote. His emo style and makeup masked the deep wounds of his past—abuse, self-harm, and a suicide attempt at nineteen that almost ended it all. Openly bisexual, Evan had spent his life battling judgment and pain, but his strength lay in his vulnerability. Music became his therapy, his outlet for all the emotions he couldn’t voice.

Cam, Evan’s 27-year-old childhood best friend and bandmate, was the one constant in his life. With brown eyes and light brown hair streaked with red wine highlights, his light emo style and signature eyeliner reflected his emotional depth. Cam, like Evan, had scars of his own—literal and emotional—from years of self-harm. Their bond was unshakable, forged through years of shared struggles and triumphs, as close as brothers but unromantic. Cam was Evan’s anchor, and together, they were determined to keep each other afloat.

The day Evan found Roxy at the adoption center wasn’t just coincidence—it was fate. As she sat there, hollow and guarded, her trauma was unmistakable. A worker had crossed the line, touching her inappropriately to take away her knife. Roxy froze, paralyzed by memories. Evan’s protective instincts roared to life. He recognized the signs because he had been there himself, assaulted at eighteen and left to navigate the aftermath alone. Pulling her out of that place was an act of defiance and a promise to protect her at all costs.

This is a fanfic of Julie and the phantoms

In *Undergoing: Seeing Red*, we meet a 16-year-old girl named Roxy, whose life is a tangled web of empathy, anxiety, and a relentless search for stability. A girl who is fiercely independent, yet carries the weight of others' emotions, Roxy’s world is colored by the pain of her past and the struggles she faces each day. She is a character defined by her Y2K-inspired style—bold, sharp, and a bit of a puzzle to those who try to understand her. With Vasovagal syncope, Roxy navigates her life with a constant battle between fear and strength, balancing the weight of her emotions with a deep sense of empathy for the people around her. She can feel the pain of others as if it were her own, and it is both a gift and a curse.

Roxy is introverted by nature, choosing her battles carefully and only opening up to those who have earned her trust. Though sassy and sarcastic, with a sharp wit that can cut through the air, Roxy is a survivor, constantly searching for answers to the questions that life keeps throwing her way. The daughter of Evie and Axel, both young parents who were barely older than Roxy herself when they had her, Roxy’s home life has always been a difficult one. Her parents, too immature and unfit to care for her, have been a source of pain and confusion throughout her life. With the looming threat of a court case that could change everything, Roxy finds herself at a crossroads, caught between the chaotic life she’s known and the chance for something better.

Roxy’s appearance is as unique as her personality. She has deep red hair that cascades past her shoulders in soft waves, often styled in a messy bun or left to flow freely, embracing the Y2K aesthetic with a modern twist. Her pale complexion contrasts with her striking features, including her sharp, almond-shaped eyes, which are her most captivating feature—an intense, piercing red that flicker when she's emotionally charged. Her left eyebrow is adorned with a small piercing, giving her an edge, and a helix piercing on her left ear adds to her rebellious charm. Roxy dresses in a mix of vintage and modern pieces, blending layers of vibrant red, denim, and chunky accessories. She’s often seen wearing bold, graphic tees, oversized jackets, and chunky boots, completing the look with silver jewelry that catches the light as she moves.

Enter Luke, Alex, and Reggie—three 17-year-old boys whose lives were forever changed by the music that bound them together. Though they come from different backgrounds, each of them has been shaped by their own trials and tribulations, making them the perfect complement to Roxy's complex character.

The year is **1995**, a time when music, fashion, and culture collide, setting the stage for Sunset Curve, the band that binds these four souls together. And in this version of reality, Luke, Alex, and Reggie are not ghosts or memories of the past—they are very much alive, each at the forefront of their journey, their struggles, and their victories.

### **Luke’s Backstory:**

At 17 years old, Luke is the passionate and protective leader of the trio. He grew up in a home torn apart by emotional neglect, with a mother who could never truly connect with him and a father who chose to walk away from their family. From a young age, Luke learned to fend for himself. His escape was always music—writing songs, playing guitar, and finding solace in the sound of his own voice. But no matter how much he lost himself in his music, the void left by his father’s abandonment was always there.

Luke is tall with a lean, athletic build, often dressed in a mix of rock-inspired clothing, like leather jackets, band tees, and worn-in jeans. His shaggy brown hair, often messy from performing, frames his face, and his hazel eyes gleam with an intensity that shows his unwavering determination to protect those he loves. He carries himself with the quiet confidence of someone who’s fought his battles, and though his tough exterior sometimes makes him seem unapproachable, those who know him understand the depth of his heart. His natural leadership is magnetic, and while he can be a bit headstrong, his sincerity is never in question. Luke plays guitar in their band, Sunset Curve, a pivotal role in the band's sound and the driving force behind their success.

### **Alex’s Backstory:**

At 17, Alex is the quiet, introspective member of the trio. Growing up in a family that demanded perfection at every turn, Alex spent much of his childhood feeling like he was never enough. His parents, though loving, put immense pressure on him to succeed, making it impossible for him to find his true self. The fear of failure plagued him for years, and it wasn’t until he found music and his ability to empathize with others that he started to feel like he had a purpose. But even then, the weight of never meeting expectations stayed with him.

Alex stands at an average height with a slender frame that reflects his quieter, more thoughtful nature. His messy blonde hair often falls into his eyes, which are a striking shade of green, full of emotion and depth. His usual attire includes simple yet stylish clothes—loose sweaters, fitted jeans, and boots that give off an effortlessly cool vibe. Alex’s understated look contrasts with the intensity he carries in his heart, and though he may appear soft-spoken, his presence is undeniable when he chooses to speak. Alex plays drums for Sunset Curve, providing the rhythm and pulse that gives their music its heartbeat.

### **Reggie’s Backstory:**

At 17, Reggie is the youngest of the trio, but that doesn’t mean he lacks depth. Reggie’s upbringing was far from easy—he grew up in a household where love was conditional and affection was rare. His parents, though present, were emotionally distant, leaving Reggie to figure out the world on his own. The humor he developed over the years became his shield against the loneliness and neglect he often felt. Through laughter, he found his way into the hearts of others, but behind the jokes was a boy who never felt seen or valued.

Reggie is slightly shorter than Luke, with a wiry frame that allows him to move with a restless energy. His black hair is always in a state of controlled chaos, often tousled in a way that looks like he’s been running his hands through it. His playful blue eyes sparkle with mischief, but they also reflect a sadness he doesn’t like to show. Reggie dresses casually, often in colorful shirts, jackets, and sneakers, embracing a laid-back, almost childlike style that contrasts with the depth of his emotions. His humor is infectious, and his presence is a breath of fresh air, but beneath his playful exterior lies someone who longs for true connection. Reggie plays bass guitar for Sunset Curve, adding the groove and energy that fuels their sound.

### **A New Beginning:**

Roxy’s path intertwines with Luke, Alex, and Reggie’s in a way that changes all of them. The boys, each with their own emotional baggage, come together to offer Roxy something she’s never had: a sense of belonging. With Luke’s fierce protection, Alex’s understanding, and Reggie’s lightheartedness, Roxy begins to see that there is more to life than the chaos she’s known. The boys, too, begin to heal in their own way, learning from Roxy’s strength and resilience.

As they all navigate the complexities of their lives—Roxy facing the court case and her troubled parents, and the boys learning to balance their pasts with their futures—they find in each other a support system that changes everything. Luke, Alex, and Reggie are alive, real young men with dreams, fears, and flaws. But together, they form something unbreakable: a family built on empathy, love, and the shared understanding that healing isn’t a solo journey.

In the end, it’s not just Roxy who needs saving—it’s all of them. And perhaps, in saving each other, they’ll all find the peace they’ve been searching for. Together, they will not only face the trials of their pasts, but they will find their place in the world, both in their music and in the lives they are building together. The year is **1995**, and this is just the beginning of the story that will define them all.

Welcome to my Five Nights at Freddy's musical, a journey through the twisted tale of William Afton. Witness his dream of turning fantasy into reality, and the brutal mistake that transforms his life into a living nightmare. Join us as we explore the dark and thrilling story behind the animatronics and the haunted legacy of Freddy Fazbear's Pizza.

A collection of the lyrics I wrote. Lyrics about everything that matters to me. About everything that I yearn for desperately.

just a collection of poems, songs and short stories that I've been doing over the past year and continue to do. Some of them are all about my life, but some of them are just kind of random! Any feedback is greatly appreciated :))